tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-42001430254516026862024-02-19T08:50:49.189-08:00Got VoguedUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger60125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-25853723644652276142018-01-29T03:51:00.000-08:002018-01-29T03:55:47.745-08:00FITNESS JOURNEY (2013-present)<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">I started working out regularly since January 2013, but last September, I stopped. I've always been a fitness enthusiast. I love working out, I love eating healthy, I love reading articles about fitness, I love everything related to health and fitness, to the point where I became obsess with it. But that was before when I was just starting. I was desperate to lose weight that time. I wasn't doing it the healthy way. I workout out too much, I starve myself, I was restricting myself to 500 calories a day. The result? I messed up my metabolism. My weight was fluctuating. It's either I would eat too much or I would eat little.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"> Fast forward to February 2015. I decided to go vegan. That was the time when I wasn't going to school and I spent too much time on tumblr. I have fitness blog on tumblr where I keep track on my progress and reblog inspiration. I followed several vegan blogs so I decided to give it a try. I didn't do it to lose weight btw. I watched films and documentaries about animal cruelty and how toxic meat and dairy products is to our body so I was easily converted to veganism. 1 month after being vegan I tried the HCLF diet combined with Raw till 4. </span><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Still vegan during that time btw. </span><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">HCLF stands for High Carb Low Fat. So basically in HCLF you just need to consume 80% Carbs and 20% Fat. Raw till 4, well from its name, you cannot eat cooked food until 4 pm. Sounds hard? nah. It was surprisingly fun and satisfying and fulfilling. There are no calorie restriction (I remember consuming at least 2000 calories that time) and still manage to lose that extra fat I've always wanted to burn. I was also doing Kyla Itsines' BBG program that time so that also helped. During my 9-month-break, I was really sad close to becoming depress, and fitness had been my escape. That's why from morning till night, I would just concentrate on foods that I would eat for the next days, and scheduling my workout.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">May 2015 I went back to school. I had a hard time to continue with HCLF, Raw till 4 and even being vegan. My school is 2 hours aways from our house plus more hours if it's traffic, so as much as possible I don't want to carry too many things hence not packing my lunch and snack. I started consuming meat and dairy product but still conscious on my food intake. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">Going vegan and trying out HCLF and Raw till 4 has helped me to have a good relationship with food. Today, I'm having a hard time to start eating healthy again. But unlike before, I wouldn't intentionally starve myself, but sometimes I can't help it because of too much work. I'm partly blaming my schedule and uni for it. The workload is just too much I couldn't even finish eating a crackers. But now I just want to get back on track and start working out again. This year I will try the intermittent fasting and see if that works for me. I'll be also doing Kayla Itsines' BBG to jump start my healthy life style again. I'm going to post updates every now and then so please stay tuned :) </span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-75313355391643404732017-10-25T08:54:00.000-07:002017-10-25T08:55:06.274-07:00Heads up!!wth is happening we're only 2 months away from christmas! I'm seriously excited for the month of November!! There are a lot of non-working holiday for next month and I'm heading to Singapore on the third week. So basically I only have 2 full weeks to go to class. But since there are a lot of unexpected class suspensions, I know that we're going to cram everything on December before finals week. Sarap muna bago hirap is the concept for the next 2 months. lol. This term has been good to me in terms of work load (hope I wouldn't jinx this) compared to the last terms I had. Although I'm taking more units this term, my profs are more chill. I'm not complaining though. haha! Anyway, I'll be updating again on the next few weeks to come. I can't wait to blog about my travel to Singapore with my friends!! :D<br />
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KlaireUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-9069765561766214602017-08-16T00:52:00.001-07:002017-08-16T00:54:49.332-07:00she's 21<div style="-webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: transparent; border: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; color: #444444; font-family: "Helvetica Neue", HelveticaNeue, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant-numeric: inherit; line-height: inherit; margin-bottom: 15px; outline: none 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">
Another year has come to an end. I’m turning 21 tomorrow and as usual, I’m not psyche about it. I’m planning to celebrate my birthday alone, like take myself out on a date. I always go to the mall alone though (to shop) but this time, I wanna do something different. I’m craving for japanese food so I’m going to look for a good resto to treat myself.</div>
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Anyway, it’s been 4 months since I updated this blog. I was so busy with school I had no time to write on my blog. I lost 10 pounds without even trying. It was due to stress and literally had no time to eat. People kept on asking if I’m on a diet and tbh it’s getting kinda annoying, I just hate it when people comments about my weight. idc whether I lose or gain, I just find it unnecessary for anyone to comment about my body. but anyway, I’m just glad the term is finally over and I have 2 weeks to enjoy my last term break as student.</div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0.008);">This year has thought me a lot of lessons yet again. Too many that I'm too lazy to list them all down. As I'm trying to look back on my 20 years of existence, I really can't think of any special thing that I did that is life changing. I never did anything besides spending all my time finishing all my school works. I had so little time for myself. The only thing that I'm proud of is I finally completed the 10 step korean skin care routine. HAHAHA! I started incorporating one product at a time. Took me 6 months to finally complete everything. I'm going to post about my skin care routine next time. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0.008);">That's all. Happy twentyfcknfirst bday to me!!!!</span></div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-18468314669292564512017-04-27T06:27:00.000-07:002017-04-27T06:43:41.607-07:00CONSTANT CHANGEI'm wearing my high school uniform now as I'm writing this entry. I was looking at my photobooth pictures on my laptop and it's very nice to look back and realize how much things has changed. The oldest pictures on my laptop was 5 years ago and I was second year high school that time. I have pictures with my friends, classmates, with my mom, and a decent amount of selfies. I'm really glad that I go through my old pictures, it's an effective way to distract myself from all the things that's bugging me.<br />
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It amazes me and somewhat scares me that everything are really meant to change. I can't even believe that I look different now. I mean, of course my face is supposed to change but I guess we won't notice how much we have changed if we won't look back or unless we look at our old pictures. I don't know about you guys but seeing how much I have changed for the past 5 years scares me. I can't help but wonder how things will turn out 3,5,10 years from now. 5 year ago I never would I have imagine that I will be who I am today. I never expected things to turn out this way. All the things that I planned for myself before didn't happen. If I know that things will happen the way it did I should have prepared myself for it. Again, no regrets, but I wish I never took things for granted.<br />
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I'm twenty now and all I can say is life is an unpredictable journey that forces us to change and adapt on things that it would throw our way. We can't expect good days unless we haven't go through a bad one. We won't know what real happiness is unless we have experience what it feels to be broken. We wouldn't know what success feels like unless we push ourselves and experience failure. We will never know what life is if we are afraid to live. Because even if we wish to take a break from reality, we can't. Wether we like it or not, days will pass, so we need to keep up with time and live life to the fullest. We should be prepared for the constant changes and enjoy what we have now. Because everything will pass, and let's be honest, whether we're going through a rough time right now or if we're having the best time of our life, it would be always fun to have a great memory to look back.<br />
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Ok... everything that I have written are the things that I want to say to myself. lol. I never pushed myself to my limit. I'm still living inside my comfort zone, and I'm scared to take a risk. But I've come to realize that the only thing that I should be frightened of is the moment I look back years from now and realize that I never really enjoyed life because I was afraid to take a chance. So I would like to take baby steps to achieve my hidden desires in life. I wish soon I can share here on my blog how I took a leap, how I conquered my fears and fulfill my dreams with the help of our Almighty Father.<br />
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That's it for now.<br />
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KlaireUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-33836444067064622332017-04-24T02:01:00.001-07:002017-04-24T07:12:17.937-07:00I LOVE YOU, MOMIt's exactly 5 hours since my mom left. She is going to New York for 5 months. I cannot imagine how hard it will be for us now that she's not here. My mom is the only one who talks in our house (since my family isn't close) and we're all close to her, so we will surely feel her absence. Although this isn't the first time that she's leaving us for this long, it still hurts to see her go. I cannot holdback my tears awhile ago, I can't even utter goodbye when I kissed her before she left because I will burst into tears. I literally run into my room after she left and just cry myself out. I even miss her when I'm just in school so the thought that I won't see her for 5 months makes me sad.<br />
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I thought I would do better this time around since this isn't the first time that she's leaving us. Last time I had a class the day before my mom's flight and I had no energy in school and I was feeling down. I wanted to cry but I needed to stop myself because it would be embarrassing. I was lucky enough that I had no class the day of her flight but I was the same as now when she left. I can't remember how I manage to survive those days. I was back-reading my private blog looking for my posts during those times and the only posts that I've published was about how much I missed my mom. Last time, I made a calendar to cross out the date until my mom's return. I seriously can't even believe how I survived those days. And now we're back at it again.<br />
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My mom is the next person I love the most after God. I'm willing to give up everything for her. The last few night were rough. It wasn't easy for me. Every night I cry thinking that she'll be leaving in a few days. If you will let me define what real sadness is, this is it. Last night I was lying on my bed and just staring at my room's ceiling, my tears keep running down my face and my heart seems like it is tearing apart. It left me speechless and all I was thinking in that particular moment was my mom and God and how hurt I was. I tried to understand the situation. I tried to get a grip and think that God let all of this happen. Every night the only thing that I'm asking God is let His will be done. If this is part of His plan then I won't even question it. I surrender everything to Him. I know that we can handle anything that life's throwing at us but sometimes I allow myself to be sad. To cry. To ask God to embrace me and strengthen my faith in Him especially during these time. In my grief I find comfort in Him and although I'm going through a rough road right now I know that God is the one who's leading my way - that alone should make me feel at ease.<br />
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The next few days won't be easy. I'm thankful that I have a 1 week break before another term starts. At least I have this week to condition myself for the next weeks to come and to be online 24/7 just in case my mom is online.<br />
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The only thing I learned from my Interior Design 3 prof is the art of cramming. She never discussed anything related to the activities she gave and she gives new plates, scale model or/and mock up every week!! It's a lot of work for us because we also have other major subjects aside from her class. We tried explaining but she doesn't care at all. I hate cramming, I was never good at it but all thanks to her I can be considered pro at it now. LOL. Anyway, this was the mock up for Sunnies Studios that we crammed. HAHAHA! Can't imagine my college life without these two. We're so darn exhausted every week and now we're on to the last project for this term. We're doing another scale model for our finals. Let's go team!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-20368721063330522082017-03-18T22:06:00.004-07:002017-03-22T09:10:11.831-07:00BUSY LIFE = BLESSED LIFE"This is one of the busiest term ever. I cannot wait for this term to end" - me every term. LOL. But seriously, I only have 4 subjects but the loads of work that I'm carrying is too much. I barely have any free time and I'm already lucky if I get a 6-hour sleep at night. But of course, working out is still a priority, but other than that I don't have other "me" time. It is really true that in college, even if you want to cry because you cannot handle the stress anymore, you must hold back your tears because you don't have time for drama. The struggle is real. Sometimes when I'm on my way to school and I can't hold back my tears anymore, I just let it all out. I'm lowkey sobbing and I think few people have seen me cry in the subway but IDC. I just want to sleep.<br />
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Recently some of my highschool friends got their diploma already and some are just gradwaiting. Whenever I open my instagram account and see my friends having a trip to somewhere, I can't help but feel envious because they have so many time to do the things that they want, and here I am struggling to fit all the things I need to do in 24 hours.<br />
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Despite being busy and even if from time to time I just want to cry out loud, I must admit that I still enjoy my course. I have no regrets that I'm taking up Interior Design. I was hesitant before to take this course before because I know how time consuming it is, but with every plate and plans that I'm doing, I become more and more hungry to do better and excel in everything I do. I love Interior Design and I must say that I feel blessed that I get to study every aspects of it. I cannot wait to graduate, get a job and share my design with different clients. All of this for our Father above whose presence have never left me. :)<br />
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PS: I'll be sharing some of my plates and projects on my next post. see ya! xUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-3313640105887803062017-02-28T10:57:00.002-08:002017-02-28T10:57:56.917-08:00time check: 2:45 am<br />
what the hell i cannot sleep!! I'm so done with my feelings. I'm drowning on my own thoughts and I just want to stop pondering about this thing that has been bothering me since Saturday. I'm debating with myself and I feel like a complete coward because I know what I want to do but I don't know what will happen next if I do it, I'm not even sure if there's something that's gonna happen.<br />
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But ok I made up my mind. I'm acting like this for the past 20 years. I always overthink and I always end up doing nothing and I feel like I lost a lot of opportunities because of my shyness. Fckng scared of rejection but whatever I'm gonna do it. I'll do my part, then whatever happens happens.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-34151551585455873342016-12-30T03:02:00.000-08:002016-12-30T03:05:06.215-08:002016 RECAP<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
I have 8 drafts here on my blogspot account and I think I have more or less 5 drafts on my tumblr account. I can't finish any blog posts that I started, so I'm not even sure if I'll be able to publish this one. But since I want to have a year ender post, that's going to be my motivation to finish this one :P But before anything else, Happy Holidays to you! It feels weird that we're on page 363/365 of 2016. I can't find a perfect word to describe this year. Maybe a big question mark will do, because I don't get this year either.</div>
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I keep on seeing posts about how bad 2016 has been for a lot of people. TBH, I think 2016 ain't that bad to me... well compared to 2014-2015. I would say it is a safe year for me. It took a while to sink in that it is already 2016 because I feel like I'm still stuck in 2012. Sometimes I'm dumbfounded thinking that I'm already 20 year old. Because I swear, I feel like I'm still 16 years old. Oh well. So just like what I said, 2016 is a safe year for me. I didn't have any new year's resolution for 2016 other than concentrating on improving myself and I think I deserve a pat on my back because that's what I did for the whole year. I concentrated on my studies, I tried to avoid any problem that would only stress me out, and I learned to ignore what others think of me, because I am me and I'm gonna do whatever the hell I want. But out of all that, I think that greatest improvement that I had for this year is I can easily move on. If you don't like me, then fine. It was nice meeting you. Goodbye. haha! I always had a problem of pondering too much and thinking what is wrong with me if a person that I like doesn't like me back. But seriously, I'm done thinking of what is wrong with me. I'm still trying to be more sociable and less timid, but no guy has ever attempted break that wall and tried to get close to me. I'm still waiting for that person to make an effort.. but for now I'm good with my K dramas. :P haha!<br />
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Looking back on what happened to me this year, I honestly cannot think of something special or extraordinary. All I can think of was how exhausted I was because of Uni, but I still enjoy it because I love my course so even though I have a love-hate relationship with Interior Design, I'm still motivated to finish all my requirements.<br />
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If I'm not mistaken, I think I made a post about this one. This was my midterm for my Interior Design 1 class. It was my first time to design a bedroom and T&B floor plan, RCP, moodboard, elevation, contract, and concept, and of course manual perspective for someone. We had our own assigned partners and we were asked to design a bedroom and T&B for them.<br />
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I almost forgot to share. I got accepted in an architecture organization last October! It was their first time to accept Interior Design students in their org so we have to make good impression. We have no choice but to be attend all the org meetings and attend to different org events. Last November, our org hosted a halloween party and it was my first time to attend a party after 4958309 years. HAHAHA! Seriously though. It was fun. I invited my high school friends. But I'd rather stay on my room and have my sleep. :)</div>
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Anyway, I'm officially done with my all my mid term projects/tests. I was exhausted as fuck. No. Exhausted is an understatement. I'm extremely tired almost close enough to being numb. I don't drink coffee because the smell of it makes me dizzy but I had no choice. Didn't get enough sleep for a whole week.. I actually didn't sleep for 3 days. I was awake for 72 hours. Took a nap for 1-2 hours so I'd say I'm awake for 70 hours. But after presenting my design, I've never felt so refreshed after getting my sleep for 16 hours straight. hahaha! I slept at 2 pm and I woke up at 7 am the next day. Still not enough though. I need to finish another elevation for my other class so I need to work my ass off again.<br />
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Anyway, since I never posted my plates before since I suck at manual rendering, I wouldn't mind sharing my project now since I used 3DS Max for rendering. Yes, I crammed it. Yes, it is my first time to use photoshop. Yes, it is my first time to use 3ds max. I almost passed out from doing all of this so I'm going to share it. No shame. It's far from perfect but I think I did pretty well considering that it's a first for me.<br />
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At least somehow it turned out the way I wanted it to be. If only I could fix the textures, lights and my dining area it would be better. Anyway, we're moving on with 3DS Max and we'll use Reviit starting next week. Kinda sad that we only get one and a half month to learn it. I want to master 3DS Max so bad. I need a new laptop so I can practice it at home. Apple isn't a good choice for these kind of software since Windows is needed for the software to run. How I wish I could get new laptop for free. LOL. IN MY DREAMS. haha! </div>
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I just turned 20 years old! wow the day went by so fast and now I need to wait for another year to celebrate my birthday again. Isn't unfair that we only get to celebrate our birthday for one day? I wish we can celebrate it for a week. Like instead of calling it birth"day", we can normally greet the celebrant a happy birth"week"! lol. I'm never excited to celebrate my birthday since I turned 17 but during the day itself, I always wish that I can extend it. I need more time to celebrate this special day. Please tell me I'm not the only one who feels this way. haha!<br />
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Anyway, Nothing extravaganza happened during my birthday. To be honest, as simple as I may celebrate my birthday, the better. I don't want to throw a big birthday party. I prefer to celebrate my special day with few people who are really close to my heart - which are my family and my close friends. For this year, I get to celebrate my birthday with my mom, dad and my godmother. Since it is a weekday, my siblings couldn't make it because of school and work but that's fine.<br />
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Early in the morning, I went to school for enrollment. Then I went to the mall to buy myself a present and a milk tea since I haven't eaten anything the whole day until that night. I dropped by the church because it's a must and a priority. Then we went out for dinner and that is where my cheat meal begun. no. freaking. regrets. Every calorie is worth it. haha! We went to a buffet restaurant and as shallow as it may sound, but I've never felt so special because of the simple cake that they gave me. I like this kind of stuff. Simple yet very moving. :)<br />
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I'm so blessed that I get to celebrate my 20th birthday. I wouldn't be able to make it this far if it weren't because of God. Thank you so much Lord for giving me the gift of life. Thank you for giving me another year to fulfill my purpose here on earth. I glorify you Oh God and I love you.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-18029054736662124062016-08-15T19:19:00.000-07:002016-08-15T19:19:12.364-07:00I don't know how to start this post but I'm seriously determined to publish this since it's going to be my last post as a teenager. W!T!F!<br />
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I honestly don't know where this post is going. I feel like today is more special than my actual birthday tomorrow. I should be celebrating right now because today is my last day as teenager... and I'm dumbfounded. I know I shouldn't make a big deal out of it but how? We only live once and today is my last day as a nineteen year old. wow. Maybe I'm just bored that's why I find this over whelming (lol) but I cannot help but think back what happened to me all these years. where did my teenage years go? how tf did I spent it? why does everything happened so fast? can we turn back time? ugh.<br />
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Sure, I'm more matured now but I feel like I can still use a longer time to stay at this phase of my life. I'm not yet ready to be included in the line of 2. It's not that something has to be changed once I turned twenty but there's something about it that intimidates me. I used to think that people at this phase of their life has got their sh*t together but I was wrong. Everyone is trying to keep up with themselves and trying hard to succeed in life.. and I'm not sure if I'm ready for all of these. I feel anxious and I can't help but doubt my ability to face the real world... or maybe I'm thinking to much?<br />
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As much as I want to do something special today, I guess I don't have any choice but to spend it just like the usual. The rain is pouring like crazy these past few days so I can't go out. I wanted to stay at my grandmother's place but all my cousins are in school. So I guess I'll be spending it alone in my room- watching K dramas, refreshing my timeline and news feed, work out, sleep. Well at least there's no school so I'm good with it. :PUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-17029239337900656192016-08-06T09:13:00.002-07:002016-08-06T09:14:30.605-07:00Birth MonthWhaaaaat??? It's already August!! wow I cannot process how fast time goes by! -ber months is fast approaching once again and I don't know what to feel about it, but I'm seriously in awe on how quick this year has been for me.<br />
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As you guys all know (or not) August is my birth month. 17th of August 1996 was the exact day I blessed this planet with my presence. lol. kidding. haha! As much as I don't want to care whether my birthday is getting near, my friends has no chill on reminding me. I should be happy since they remember my birthday but I'm so broke right now, I don't have any funds to treat all the people that I'm really thankful of for being part of my life.<br />
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I cannot believe that in 13 days, I'll be saying goodbye to my teenage self. It makes me a little sad because if I'll be asked about the unforgettable memories that I created during my teenage life, I honestly couldn't think of much. All I did during my free time was binge watch korean dramas and fangirl over these goddess actors. By the way, I just finished watching My Love from the Other Star And OMG KIM SOO HYUN WILL YOU MARRY ME. This is the reason why I hate watching korean dramas, it's hard for me to move on and get over with it. Stalking the actors after finishing a drama is guaranteed. ugh. Anyway, besides that, I really can't think of any. Graduating from high school, entering college, meeting new friends, getting (or at least trying) to be a mature young adult, getting fit... these are the only things that I can remember. I feel like I've been missing a lot of things. I think I'm too good to remember any fun "crazy" memories that I did. Though there were few thing that I did or experience for the first time during my teenage year, I believe that it isn't too late, or shall I say it's never too late to experience the thrill of life.<br />
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For the last few days of being a 19 year old woman, I... I don't know. I have no plans but to finish all these korean dramas that I missed. It's my first time again to have a break after more than one year of continuous work, so it's the perfect time time to catch up on all the K dramas. haha! <br />
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PS: I'm now watching Reply 1988. PARK BO-GUM CAN YOU NOT. I CAN'T. huhuhu!<br />
PSS: tbh, I want to stop watching it already because there were quite a few number of scenes that I find boring but I need to continue it for Park Bo-Gum. He's just too cute I cannot resist!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-82451964276042647402016-07-24T05:59:00.000-07:002016-07-24T05:59:02.882-07:00FinalsI have 3 more days left before this term ends and I'm super excited about it!! It's no joke studying in a school which has a trimestral system. You really need a grip because everything is happening too fast. Everything is in fast phase, you need to catch up and you barely have time to take a break. I feel like we just finished our mid term and now I'm down to my last 3 finals.<br />
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In all fairness, our finals is a little bit easier compared to our mid term. I have 2 scale models (group work), 2 plates and presentation, & defense. At least our scale model is in group of three's so the work load is distributed. I can't wait to finish our scale model and my presentations for my plates! We're already done with our first scale model for my History of Interior Design class (above photo) We finished everything in 4 hours!!! hahahahaha! It's in Biedermeier style, and to be honest it looks better than what we expected - considering that we crammed it in 4 hours. And now, we just have to finish our scale model for my Interior Design 1 class. We're doing an industrial interior and we realized that it was such a wrong move. Everything should be detailed, from the ceiling to the furniture. I'm hoping that we can finish it tomorrow since we're the first group to present on Tuesday. Wish me luck!! xUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-68206027881876593942016-07-07T15:10:00.000-07:002016-07-07T16:59:25.612-07:00Pluviophile<br />
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I suddenly remember my conversation with my friend a few years ago. We were talking about what days are we most happy and she quickly answered every time it rains. I laughed at her because I thought most people prefer the hot weather here in the Philippines and so I told her that I didn't like the rain because of the undescribable feeling it makes me feel (too much "feels") lol. But now I understand why she answered it. As I get older I realize that it is the simple things that makes us happy. I learned to stop looking for happiness and I started creating it. We are completely in control of our feelings. As I try to be a mature young adult, I'm trying my best to control my emotions. It was a challenge for me to control it, but seriously speaking, prayer really helped me a lot. Everything can be resolved by a prayer. Remember, God is only one call away ;)<br />
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PS: They just declared class suspension from pre-school - HIGH SCHOOL. When will they learn that college students aren't water proof.<br />
PSS: I just declared my own suspension. I'm not going to school I'm feeling under the weather. hahaha!<br />
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Here's a quick recap on how this month goes for me:<br />
<i>a lot or plate revisions, bedroom floor plan, bedroom reflected ceiling plan, bedroom elevation, bedroom perspective, toilet and bath floor plan, T&B reflected ceiling plan, T&B elevation, T&B perspective, client contract, concept, 3 living room perspective with required colored scheme, french baroque interior rendering, 4 plates for my history of interior design class, mock job interview + written exam</i><br />
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Just a typical month for an Interior Design student I guess? nothing really special happened, I was SUPER busy with school and it's only our midterm!! This has been the busiest month for me. Well I always do a lot of plates but this month has been incredibly mentally, physically and emotionally draining. I needed to finish 16 plates in a span one week. I was so busy with school I literally forgot to eat the whole day. Pulled an all nighter, I skipped my workout and I missed my best friend's birthday party. It's still fresh in my memory how drained I was while I was doing these plates. I wanted to cry so bad because of stress but I had no time. lol. The 3 living room perspective (upper right photo) that I did was so bad though. I usually finish 1 perspective for at least 10 hours and I finished those 3 plates for 9 hours. HAHAHAHA! No regrets! I didn't care anymore I just need to rest. The confusing thing about being a design student or a designer is that you really need to rest or you won't be able to perform your best but you have no time to rest because it takes 1 whole day just to finish 1 work. So it's either you did an excellent job but you didn't finish all the work, or you finish all the work but it isn't good enough. The struggle is real. :(<br />
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I'm just happy our midterm is finally over. And now I just realized that we only have one month left before our finals!! (trimester problem) Can't wait for this term to end!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-21792381027020304542016-06-23T04:52:00.001-07:002016-06-23T07:13:07.998-07:00REJECT.<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span class="def" style="background-color: white; border: 0px; line-height: 20.16px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px;"><span style="line-height: 20.16px;">According to Cambridge dictionary, <i>reject</i> is </span></span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;">to</span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;">refuse</span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;">to</span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;">accept</span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;">, use, or</span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;">believe</span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;">something or someone; </span><span style="line-height: 20.16px;">to not give someone the </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;">love</span><span style="line-height: 20.16px;"> and </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;">attention</span><span style="line-height: 20.16px;"> they </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;">want </span><span style="line-height: 20.16px;">and are </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 20.16px;">expecting</span><span style="line-height: 20.16px;"> from you. </span></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: 20.16px;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">From my 19 years of existence I got rejected numerous times already. There were times that it did hurt a lot. I can certainly feel it within me but sometimes I can somehow feel the pain physically. There were times when my heart is beating so fast then all of a sudden I feel so numb and it feels like everything is in slow motion. I can feel each seconds that pass and I just want to stop. I don't even know what I want to stop but I want to pause or to freeze. But as I get mature on handling rejections, I just choose not to over think about it, lift it all up to God and move on with life.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="line-height: 20.16px;">There are many ways we can get rejected in life - from choosing a university, course, finding a job, love, applying visas, proposals, etc. the lists can go on and on. It is, of course, normal to get hurt when we get rejected. Sometimes rejection feels like a big slap on our face and telling us we are not good enough or we aren't worth the risk. But despite all these negative thoughts that's bugging our mind evert time we get rejected, I still believe that it is a blessings in disguise. Maybe what we want/ what we planned for ourselves isn't God's plan for us. It is easier to get angry or get disappointed once it happens to us but sometimes we shouldn't over think about it because you might only end up blaming yourself or anyone. </span><span style="line-height: 20.16px;">Life is a b*tch. </span><span style="line-height: 20.16px;">I know sometimes it is tiring to be optimistic all the time because life will always keep on trying you. But just do it for yourself. Reacting negatively about it won't change anything. At least if you stay positive about it and thank God for closing the door that isn't for you, maybe He will let you open the door that you should have been entering. F</span><span style="line-height: 20.16px;">or God know the plans that He has for you, plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11)</span></span><br />
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I was browsing my pictures on my laptop just a few moments ago and I can't help but smile to myself because I cannot believe the numbers of selfies I've taken years ago. haha! I can't help but notice how much I've changed these years. Not only physically but emotionally and spiritually as well. It's so amazing how much photos can bring back memories and how it can help you realize how much blessing you've received all these years of your life.<br />
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I know that I have change a lot, especially these last 2 years - it was the turning point of my life. The amount of experiences I never thought I would encounter - the gallons of tears I've shed, thousands of prayer I've convey, the numbers of time I was on my knees, from experiencing all the stages of grief, and a lot more - never did I imagined that from these experiences I was able to build a strong relationship. The relationship I wouldn't trade anything for. The relationship I would forever cherish. My own relationship goal - It's my relationship with God. I've survived my gloomy days because it was His hand that I've seen through the greatest scheme of things. It was Him who gave me strength and who helped me get up when I was on my knees. It was Him who showed me that there's no such thing as 'bad life'. It was Him who gave me the courage to smile and look forward to future. It was Him who gave me wisdom and brings hope to my life.<br />
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Were these last 2 years the worst years of my life? To be honest, no. It was indeed different and unexpected but those were the years I get to know God and myself. It was the time I discovered who I really am and how much I'm capable of handling this so called 'life'. If I am given a chance to re-write anything that I want to change, I wouldn't alter anything. From my point of view it may not be the "perfect" scenario, or the "perfect" life that I was hoping, but without all these experiences I wouldn't be who I am today. I'm not perfect. I will never be perfect, no one can be anyway, but I'm proud to say that I don't regret anything. I learned to see the goodness in life. I learned to realized HOW MUCH blessings God is giving me everyday. I wouldn't ask for more. Everything I have is enough and maybe even more than enough. I will forever lift up my hands to Him and praise Him. Just like what I'm saying every time I talk to God: Lord, I accept you as my savior, you're the reason why we're here, please have your way in me, I fully surrender myself to you.<br />
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<i>"Should I even be surprised that you're with me in disguise, for it's your hand I have seen in the greater scheme of things" - Pilgrim's Theme</i>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-1117156889771088552016-03-02T07:30:00.000-08:002016-03-02T07:30:20.640-08:00School updateHola! We had our midterm week last week and yesterday my profs already uploaded our midterm grades and I'm so happy with the results! If you know me personally, you would know that I wasn't the studious-type of person. I wasn't grade conscious, as long as I pass I'm already satisfied with it. But ever since I started taking up Interior Design, I want to excel on everything that I do - whether it's a minor or a major class. I really love my course even if it's so stressful at times. I'm so interested to learn and I'm always challenged to do and be my best. I could talk for hours about how I'm in love with my course but I'd rather save it for a separate post since I'm so tired right now and I want to sleep right after publishing this post. I got home at 10 pm and I wasn't able to sleep well last night so I'm really drained!<br />
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Anyway, before I end this post I would like to share you this book that I'm saving up for. It costs $190+ / 6,000+ php. My professor for my Interior Design Principle class gave me a pdf copy of it but I still like to have a hard copy. I still don't know that standard sizes of furnitures and spaces so I REALLT NEED this book. Why do it have to be so expensive :( If you would like to sponsor me please feel free to email me or comment on this post. lol. haha! As if :P<br />
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I have to end it here. bonne nuit!<br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-61301199170167937062015-12-05T19:37:00.000-08:002015-12-05T19:37:59.481-08:002015 RECAP2016 is fast approaching. There are only 25 days left before this year ends. It is too early for a year ender post but you know me, I seldom update my blog here so why not make one right now while I'm still on the mood. hehe.<br />
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2015 was a roller coaster year for me. There were so many ups and downs that happened. This year went by so fast but I can still recall the things that happened to me during the past 11 months. This year didn't start really well for me. 5th of January I was brawling my eyes out because I discovered that I won't be able to go back to school yet again. I have to wait for May before I can start my studies again and there were lots of anticipation that happened. I wasn't sure when I can enroll because of our financial problem. February was the reservation of slots and March was the enrollment. I was praying really hard during those time wishing that I can enroll so I can go back to school on May. Thanks God I was able to start my new life in this new school that I'm now attending.<br />
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May 13 was the first day of school. May 15 was the day I met my crush. haha! But nothing really happened between the two of us. I promised myself that I'd concentrate on my studies so that's what I did. Ok, so there were a little stalking that happened but who doesn't stalk there crush on social media, right? lol. I'm not sure if he likes me but I can feel that we're both too anxious to talk to each other. He has actually a pretty good influence on me... I have a morning class every Tuesday and Wednesday and I was never late for my first class because I know what time he arrives in school so I have to adjust so I can have a glimpse of him to kick start my day! HAHA! we only have the same class every Friday so I only get to see him once a week if I won't make an effort to adjust my schedule for him. I think I deserve an A+ for my effort on that one, yea? haha. But the term ended last August 14 and I never had a chance to see him again. But I don't really mind. you know why? Because 1 month after that term ended I added him on facebook at 2 in the morning. I can't sleep because I was battling with myself if I should add him or not. I did sent him a friend request though but guess what, he didn't accepted my request. I saw him accepted this friend request from another girl (which I was super happy because the girl that she added has 50+ mutual friends with me so there are many connections right) only did I know that that was the girl that she was courting. I didn't took it really hard because I was still pissed that he didn't accepted my friend request (which I cancelled btw) LOL HAHAHA! But they just broke up 3 weeks ago. I'm not stalking him anymore I promise, but I just checked out the twitter of his girl and saw that they broke up. Now the girl is tweeting about trust issues. I wonder what happened between the two of them. haha! But I'm 80% over him just need to drain the last 20%. LOL.<br />
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So moving on... Last July 2 my Mom went to the US of A and she coming home next next week. I can't wait to see her again after 5 months!! It is the first time that I didn't see her for that long. It wasn't easy. There were several time that I'd cry because I miss her so very much. I just can't believe & I didn't know how I survived these past few months without her. Here's quotation that I found months ago: "You will never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have"<br />
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Most of the things that happened to me this year turned out unexpectedly. But I wouldn't wish for things to turn out different. Every night the only prayer that I'm asking God is "Let your will be done" and if these are all the things that God had planned for me, then who am I to question it. I cannot wait for 2016. Im a little bit nervous but I'm excited to see what God has instored for me.<br />
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We're busy running our own errands during the day so we tend to fall back to sleep right after a very long day. But sometimes we can't sleep even if we're already tired enough. Whenever I wake up at this hour and I can't put myself back to sleep, I usually take this time to reflect. For me this is the perfect time to read His word and reflect on it. I always feel at ease every time I do it because it feels like I'm really having a one on one conversation with Him. </div>
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When was the last time you actually talked to God? He wanna know how your day went. God is longing for you. He wants to know how you feel. Talk to him like He's your best friend. He understands all your struggles, all your pain. Sometimes we tend to stress over things that we shouldn't stress about. You have a problem? why don't you surrender it all to God. Wherever you are, God put you there for a reason. Let Go of things that bothers you and Let God handle it. God's plans is always better than ours so trust in Him. Have faith and let God take over your life. Talk to him. If there's someone who can truly understand you, it is Him. Ask for his guidance and let his will be done.</div>
Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-79641620563487256092015-08-16T08:01:00.000-07:002015-08-16T08:01:41.960-07:00Thank You Lord God! It's my birthday tomorrow and it's a little bit odd that I don't feel excited at all? Maybe because I don't have any plans... is this a sign of getting old? lol. I used to have several plans that I want to do a week before my birthday and have another plan for my actual birthday, but for this year I have none. I don't even feel like it's already my birthday again tomorrow. I was supposed to go out with my friends but I've been feeling dull these past few days and I keep on turning down plans, I don't feel like responding to any of my messages, I tend to shut people out... for short I just want to be on my own and complain how lonely I am. haha! It's becoming a hobby. lol. But seriously, I don't have plans for tomorrow except to workout and finish my plate. I still have a finals on Tuesday and I just want this semester to end and have my 5 day term break already. ugh.<br />
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Anyway, I'm turning 19 tomorrow (yes, I'm only/already 19) I still remember how I celebrated my last birthday and what my birthday wish was. I asked God to give me a memorable year and indeed, he gave me a VERY unforgettable year. There were a lot of unexpected changes this year. I wouldn't have thought that things would turn out the way they did. So far, this year is probably the most stressful year of my life. There were times that I was on my knees and I was asking God to fix all the mess and make everything work out, there were times that I just want to give up on everything and I was losing hope. I wouldn't say that I had a pleasant year but I won't say that I had the worst year of my life. Despite all the strenuous circumstances that God has given me, I'm really thankful that He let me experience all of it. I wouldn't wish for things to go the way they did but I'm still happy it all happened because I became closer to God. And I think that's the best thing that has ever happened to me and I'm really grateful that he did something to draw me closer to Him.<br />
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For my birthday wish this year, I just want to be genuinely happy. I want my loved ones to be happy especially my parents. I want to excel on my studies and make my parents proud. I don't want to wish for things to happen this or that way, I just want God to have his way in me. I want his will be done. I surrender myself to him and I trust His plans for me. This is my last year as a teenager and I can't wait to build new memories with God.<br />
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Thank you Mom for giving birth to me and thank you God for giving me the gift of life.<br />
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I actually forgot that I have a blog and that's my excuse for not posting for quite a long time. hehe! Anyway, 2 weeks from now I'm done with first term. Gosh it was so fast! I feel like we're just floating through time! It's already August (MY BIRTH MONTH!!! YEYY!) and -ber months is approaching again. 4 months went by so fast and to be honest it was a so-so experience. There were times that I don't wanna go to school because of my long breaks in between classes but I'm just so excited to learn everything related to my course. I've fallen in love with interior design more and more everyday and I can't wait to learn more in the future! Although I'm the "beginner" in our class (LOL) it's a challenge for me to do better on my plates. As much as I want to show you all the plates that I've done I don't think it's blog worthy enough. haha! maybe next time I'll show you some of it. I'm still not good at drawing but I think I improved... a little. LOL. I'll do better in the future I'm sure. :)<br />
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Anyway, that'll be all for my uni update. See you on my next post! xUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-71381352364853968382014-12-10T00:02:00.002-08:002014-12-10T00:02:59.380-08:00Wednesday Current I've been blog hopping these past few days. I'm stuck at home because of the typhoon, but thankfully it wasn't as strong as we expected it to be. Anyway, reading blogs is one of my pass time and I came across the blog of Cha Ocampo and I've seen her Sunday Current post. Basically, it is just about sharing what you're doing during Sundays. But since it is Wednesday and I can't wait for Sunday, I decided to make it a Wednesday Current instead of Sunday, because why not? yea? So let's do this.<br />
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<b>Reading</b> besides on different blogs that I've been reading, I'm also reading How They Met and Other Stories by David Levithan. It's a book composed of 18 different short love stories.<br />
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<b>Writing</b> this blog post (obviously) and I'm also writing on my Reflection notebook. I may not look like a religious person, but I am. I'm reading the gospel everyday and Our Daily Bread. It really helps me on my everyday life, and I'm learning a lot from it. <i>"To know Christ is the greatness of all knowledge"</i><br />
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<b>Listening</b> to Sam Smith's In The Lonely Hour album and some Rico Blanco and Rivemaya's songs.<br />
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<b>Smelling</b> apparently nothing<br />
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<b>Wishing</b> for concert tickets for next year's concerts!! Michael Bublè, Sam Smith, Ed Sheeran, 5 Seconds of Summer and The Vamps are all coming here in Manila next year!! I only got a concert ticket for One Direction's concert and I wasn't able to get the ticket that I want because it was sold out so fast. :(<br />
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<b>Hoping</b> to have new friends in school next year. We will have an orientation next week and I hope that as early as then, I'll get to meet new friends already.<br />
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<b>Wearing</b> my pambahay clothes. A shirt and my cookie monster boxers. Super Fasyown. lol.<br />
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<b>Loving</b> my new eyebrow kit from ELF and mascara from Maybelline! Finding a cheap but good quality make up that works for me is a great accomplishment. seriously.<br />
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<b>Wanting</b> for our family business to go well again. We have a little problem with our family business and I really want everything to be better again.<br />
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<b>Needing</b> a new phone and a pocket wifi.<br />
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<b>Feeling</b> lazy to workout later but I need to. No pain, no gain.<br />
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<b>Clicking</b> on different online stores because I miss shopping online.<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4200143025451602686.post-52525638152756192562014-12-03T04:57:00.000-08:002014-12-03T05:02:53.846-08:00New ChapterI have a really exciting news and I'm too excited I don't know how I should say it. I want to make this a super special post (because it really is!) but I don't have any idea on how I should make this extraordinario so I'm not going to make any fuss anymore I'm going straight to the point.<br />
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So.. I'm going to study Interior Design!!! Funny how my last post is about me ranting about Interior inspirations and not taking up a degree in Interior Design, but now I'm really going to study Interior Design. For real! I didn't know that my plans on taking up Interior Design would push through but now that it is going to happen, I'm really glad that I tried applying to it and fortunately, I passed. I know that this is not going to be easy, I'm fully aware of that. My friends and family already warned me enough. I already have my flowchart and the subject are quite intimidating. I'm not good in drawing but I'm really willing to learn. I actually emailed one of my most favorite interior designer and she gave me an advice on what to expect on the field. I'm very nervous because besides on the subjects, I'm also a transferee so I need to be extra sociable so I can have new friends! I'm aware that taking up this course would also mean that I should be ready to all the sleepless nights and stressful plates that is needed to be done on time. I'm expecting for the worse so I won't be too surprised and overwhelmed on all the works that will be given to me. I chose this, so I need to persevere and do my best.<br />
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It was hard for me to leave my university because my friends are there and I'm going to miss the campus. My friends and family were actually encouraging me to just stay in my university but it is just hard for me to study the course that isn't my interest. I want to prove them all that I can do this. First time in my life, that I'm really motivated to study hard. haha! But I'm actually aiming for a scholarship because I know that this course is really expensive. My 3 older siblings are also in college so just imagine the tuition fees that my parents are paying. So having a scholarship would rally mean a lot. I can do all things through Christ.<br />
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I'm going to update every now and then. I'll really try my best to be active here.<br />
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<i>~ "God wouldn't have allowed it unless He had a purpose. Don't just go through it- grow through it."</i>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0