2015 RECAP

2016 is fast approaching. There are only 25 days left before this year ends. It is too early for a year ender post but you know me, I seldom update my blog here so why not make one right now while I'm still on the mood. hehe.

2015 was a roller coaster year for me. There were so many ups and downs that happened. This year went by so fast but I can still recall the things that happened to me during the past 11 months. This year didn't start really well for me. 5th of January I was brawling my eyes out because I discovered that I won't be able to go back to school yet again. I have to wait for May before I can start my studies again and there were lots of anticipation that happened. I wasn't sure when I can enroll because of our financial problem. February was the reservation of slots and March was the enrollment. I was praying really hard during those time wishing that I can enroll so I can go back to school on May. Thanks God I was able to start my new life in this new school that I'm now attending.

May 13 was the first day of school. May 15 was the day I met my crush. haha! But nothing really happened between the two of us. I promised myself that I'd concentrate on my studies so that's what I did. Ok, so there were a little stalking that happened but who doesn't stalk there crush on social media, right? lol. I'm not sure if he likes me but I can feel that we're both too anxious to talk to each other. He has actually a pretty good influence on me... I have a morning class every Tuesday and Wednesday and I was never late for my first class because I know what time he arrives in school so I have to adjust so I can have a glimpse of him to kick start my day! HAHA! we only have the same class every Friday so I only get to see him once a week if I won't make an effort to adjust my schedule for him. I think I deserve an A+ for my effort on that one, yea? haha. But the term ended last August 14 and I never had a chance to see him again. But I don't really mind. you know why? Because 1 month after that term ended I added him on facebook at 2 in the morning. I can't sleep because I was battling with myself if I should add him or not. I did sent him a friend request though but guess what, he didn't accepted my request. I saw him accepted this friend request from another girl (which I was super happy because the girl that she added has 50+ mutual friends with me so there are many connections right) only did I know that that was the girl that she was courting. I didn't took it really hard because I was still pissed that he didn't accepted my friend request (which I cancelled btw) LOL HAHAHA! But they just broke up 3 weeks ago. I'm not stalking him anymore I promise, but I just checked out the twitter of his girl and saw that they broke up. Now the girl is tweeting about trust issues. I wonder what happened between the two of them. haha! But I'm 80% over him just need to drain the last 20%. LOL.

So moving on... Last July 2 my Mom went to the US of A and she coming home next next week. I can't wait to see her again after 5 months!! It is the first time that I didn't see her for that long. It wasn't easy. There were several time that I'd cry because I miss her so very much. I just can't believe & I didn't know how I survived these past few months without her. Here's quotation that I found months ago: "You will never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have"

Most of the things that happened to me this year turned out unexpectedly. But I wouldn't wish for things to turn out different. Every night the only prayer that I'm asking God is "Let your will be done" and if these are all the things that God had planned for me, then who am I to question it. I cannot wait for 2016. Im a little bit nervous but I'm excited to see what God has instored for me.