CONSTANT CHANGE

I'm wearing my high school uniform now as I'm writing this entry. I was looking at my photobooth pictures on my laptop and it's very nice to look back and realize how much things has changed. The oldest pictures on my laptop was 5 years ago and I was second year high school that time. I have pictures with my friends, classmates, with my mom, and a decent amount of selfies. I'm really glad that I go through my old pictures, it's an effective way to distract myself from all the things that's bugging me.

It amazes me and somewhat scares me that everything are really meant to change. I can't even believe that I look different now. I mean, of course my face is supposed to change but I guess we won't notice how much we have changed if we won't look back or unless we look at our old pictures. I don't know about you guys but seeing how much I have changed for the past 5 years scares me. I can't help but wonder how things will turn out 3,5,10 years from now. 5 year ago I never would I have imagine that I will be who I am today. I never expected things to turn out this way. All the things that I planned for myself before didn't happen. If I know that things will happen the way it did I should have prepared myself for it. Again, no regrets, but I wish I never took things for granted.

I'm twenty now and all I can say is life is an unpredictable journey that forces us to change and adapt on things that it would throw our way. We can't expect good days unless we haven't go through a bad one. We won't know what real happiness is unless we have experience what it feels to be broken. We wouldn't know what success feels like unless we push ourselves and experience failure. We will never know what life is if we are afraid to live. Because even if we wish to take a break from reality, we can't. Wether we like it or not, days will pass, so we need to keep up with time and live life to the fullest. We should be prepared for the constant changes and enjoy what we have now. Because everything will pass, and let's be honest, whether we're going through a rough time right now or if we're having the best time of our life, it would be always fun to have a great memory to look back.

Ok... everything that I have written are the things that I want to say to myself. lol. I never pushed myself to my limit. I'm still living inside my comfort zone, and I'm scared to take a risk. But I've come to realize that the only thing that I should be frightened of is the moment I look back years from now and realize that I never really enjoyed life because I was afraid to take a chance. So I would like to take baby steps to achieve my hidden desires in life. I wish soon I can share here on my blog how I took a leap, how I conquered my fears and fulfill my dreams with the help of our Almighty Father.

That's it for now.
With love,
Klaire

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halo everyone!! finally, new post again! hahas!!

the video is dai wo zou by rainie yang cheng lin. i got hook by this MV! i love it :D

'cause you know, i'm really a HUGE fan of rainie! love her much^3^

in that MV, i can really feel the message of the video 'cause rainie sings it with emotion so i can feel

the sadness of that song.

she's really a good singer! i love her voice and i love the way she is now:D

anyway, i failed to open my accounts for almost 3 weeks due to typhoon that came here

in the philippines.i don't want to talk about it anymore 'cause i already had a trauma every time

i'm hearing that there's another typhoon coming in our country.

Did you know almost all the place here in our place (ok?) is already occupied by the

evacuees due to the distraction of there house.

some of the student may find it FUN 'cause we don't have classes for 1 week! but i'm mad

'cause do you know that we don't have SEMBRAKE??

i hate it!!

blah blah blah blah.... wanna change the topic!!

i wanna share some pictures for you my blog readers:D

(hihi^^ those pictures are my gifts for danson tang on his birthday last september 2,2009.)

( i made a stars and put it in a jar and together with the jar, i put a message there for DT)

( all my classmates are asking for the sneak peek on my bedroom. well here it is:D )

(that's the view of my bedroom when you're entering the door,i didn't take a pic inside 'cause it too messy)

(obviously, those 2 pictures is me)

visit my friendster or multiply accounts to see more pictures i uploaded. but the pictures of my gift for

Danson, you can only see those pictures here.anyway, speaking of my present for danson haha!

i know it's really late because his b-day is sept.2.

'cause i only uploaded it today:D harhar. anyway, i just wanna tell you that every sept.2 i always give

present for danson even though i can't give him that gift personally. but everytime his birthday strikes,

i and my friends celebrate it :) and the chocolate picture together with a picture, i just want you to know

that the picture that i'm holding is danson's picture when he was young. i really try my best to find that

baby picture and at last!!!find it already:D sorry if it's not that clear:D hihi^^

anyway, just wanna give credits to my friendster friends to my close friends, nicole,gwen,alex,mags....

and to one of my affies/friend "tintin".

just wanna give credits for them 'cause they ask my condition if i'm okey or not when the typhoon leave

disaster in our place. so xiexie!!

love you lots ^3^

gonna end up my post for today! and anyway, i'm renewing my passport tomorrow!! at last! yeay!!

so bye guys! don't know when to post again.

but please wait for it even if i assure that it will be next month already. hihi^^

PS: this post is kinda messy when you'll view it in IE for better result, use mozilla firefox

or apple start. thanks.

klaire's imperfect word